Time to take a deep breath and give this more effort. I need a job. Now. Yesterday.
But the whole catch 22 thing drives me around the bend, I really need a counselor or something like it. I need to talk to a doctor, I need calm and routine to get the energy to actually manage to do a good job at looking for a job... But to get that I need a job. Ugh.
It all makes me so tired.